[00:20.55]It''s been awhile
[00:23.68]Since I could hold my head up high
[00:31.06]And it''s been awhile
[00:32.63]Since I first saw you
[00:37.90]And it''s been awhile
[00:41.05]Since I could stand on my own two feet again
[00:47.63]And it''s been awhile
[00:49.94]Since I could call you
[00:53.07]
[00:56.00]And everything I can''t remember
[01:04.30]As fucked up as it all may seem
[01:12.63]The consequences that I''ve rendered
[01:20.89]I''ve stretched myself beyond my means
[01:26.88]
[01:30.42]And it''s been awhile
[01:32.32]Since I can say that I wasn''t addicted
[01:38.83]And it''s been awhile
[01:40.70]Since I can say I love myself as well
[01:47.13]And it''s been awhile
[01:48.94]Since I''ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do
[01:54.19]And it''s been awhile
[01:57.34]But all that shit seems to disappear when I''m with you
[02:02.88]
[02:04.17]And everything I can''t remember
[02:11.81]As fucked up as it all may seem
[02:20.09]The consequences that I''ve rendered
[02:27.84]I''ve gone and fucked things up again
[02:37.97]
[02:41.62]Why must I feel this way?
[02:49.38]Just make this go away
[02:57.78]Just one more peaceful day!
[03:10.57]
[03:17.81]And it''s been awhile
[03:20.60]Since I could look at myself straight
[03:26.30]And it''s been awhile
[03:29.59]Since I said I''m sorry
[03:35.73]And it''s been awhile
[03:38.20]Since I''ve seen the way the candle lights your face
[03:44.54]And it''s been awhile
[03:46.64]But I can still remember just the way you taste
[03:52.50]
[03:53.39]And everything I can''t remember
[04:00.37]As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it''s me
[04:09.44]I cannot blame this on my father
[04:17.50]He did the best he could for me
[04:22.84]
[04:25.62]And it''s been awhile
[04:27.82]Since I could hold my head up high
[04:34.48]And it''s been awhile
[04:36.73]Since I said I''m sorry
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