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[00:13.46]She said I'm not pointing fingers,
[00:17.16]He said yes you are,
[00:20.24]cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't.
[00:26.35]And if I'd told you I'd been walking
[00:29.83]out in the dark night thinking
[00:33.30]Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word?
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[00:39.62]Oh I can't change, what's done is done,
[00:42.99]but I can tell you this
[00:46.06]Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins
[00:52.51]and I need you to hold on too,
[00:55.63]while this part of me is dying
[00:58.93]Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me,
[01:04.90]I'm trying, I'm trying.
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[01:18.51]She sat down on the floor and said I wish that I was stronger
[01:24.86]Right now I feel as fragile as glass.
[01:30.97]And I want to believe you,
[01:33.90]believe what's held you has freed you,
[01:37.62]and I hate these doubts that keep on comin' back.
[01:43.76]My parents think I'm crazy for hangin' on this long,
[01:50.14]but there's nothing I want more for us
[01:53.37]than to prove to them they're wrong.
[01:56.38]And I don't want to be afraid,
[01:59.26]I don't wanna think you're lying,
[02:02.60]And though I haven't found the faith that I need,
[02:08.40]I'm trying. I'm trying.
[02:20.33]
[02:21.11]He asks do you want me to leave?
[02:29.34]Cause if you do you know I will,
[02:33.58]but she says, much to his disbelief,
[02:41.96]No, I love you still.
[02:49.24]Oh, I love you still.
[02:56.24]
[02:57.45]He said I don't know why I've been the fool,
[03:02.45]but I can tell you this,
[03:04.54]not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins.
[03:10.68]Then he dropped down to his knees,
[03:13.78]By now they both were crying,
[03:16.90]He said, I haven't been the man I want to be,
[03:22.92]But I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying, I'm trying.
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