[00:22.77]As I fall deeper into a manic state
[00:25.12]Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug outta trate
[00:28.76]The blood pressure climbs to a dramatic rate
[00:31.15]I seem to gravitate to the bottle of Nyquil than i salivate
[00:34.56]Start off with the Nyquil with like I think I will just have a taste
[00:37.54]Couple of sips of that than I gradually graduate
[00:40.17]To a harder prescription drug called valium like yah thats great
[00:43.20]I go to just take one than i end up like having eight
[00:45.93]Now i need something in my stomach because i haven't ate
[00:48.98]Maybe ill grab a plate of nachos and ill have a steak
[00:51.71]And youd think with all i have at stake look at my daughters face
[00:55.30]Mommy something is wrong with dad I thank
[00:57.63]Hes acting weird again he's really beginnings to scare me
[01:00.41]Wont shave his beard again and he pretends that he doesn't hear me
[01:03.19]And all he does eat dorritos and cheetos and he just
[01:06.04]Fell asleep in his car eating three muskateers in the rear seat
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[01:09.08]Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know
[01:12.03]It feels like ive been down this road before
[01:14.72]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me
[01:18.12]As soon as i go home and close the door
[01:20.55]God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do
[01:25.44]But i cant and i won't say i try but i know it's a lie
[01:28.96]cause i don't and why i just don't knowwoooo
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[01:31.94]Maybe just a nice cold brew, whats a beer
[01:34.18]Thats the devil in my ear ive been sober a fuckin year
[01:36.95]And that fucker still talks to me hes all i can fuckign hear
[01:39.78]Marshall c'mon well watch the game its the cowboys and buccanears
[01:42.90]And maybe if i just drink half ill be half buzzed
[01:45.61]For half of the time, whose the mastermind behind that little line
[01:48.94]With that kind of rational man i got half a mind
[01:51.58]To have another half a glass of wine sounds assenine
[01:54.03]Yeah i know, but i never had no problem with alcohol
[01:57.19]Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch im about to fall
[02:00.27]I miss the couch and down go like a bouncy ball
[02:02.72]Shit must of knocked me out cause i didn't feel the ground at all
[02:06.07]Wow what the fuck happened last night where am i
[02:08.63]Man fuck am i hung over and god damn i
[02:11.51]Got a headache shit half a vicodin, why cant i
[02:14.31]All systems ready for take off, please stand by
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[02:17.56]Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know
[02:20.59]It feels like ive been down this road before
[02:23.30]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me
[02:26.53]As soon as i go home and close the door
[02:29.08]God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do
[02:34.02]But i cant and i won't say i try but i know it's a lie
[02:37.13]cause i don't and why i just don't knowwoooo
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[02:39.90]So i take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahhhhhh
[02:42.72]Couple of weeks go by and it aint even like i am getting high
[02:45.44]Now i need it to not feel sick yah im getting by
[02:48.33]Wouldn't even be taking this shit if deshauwn didn't die
[02:51.24]Oh yeah theres an excuse you lose proof so you use
[02:54.98]Theres new rules its cool if its helping you to get through
[02:56.86]Its twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze
[02:59.64]What else is new fuck it what would elvis do in your shoes
[03:02.61]Now here i am three months later full blown relapse
[03:05.55]Just get high until the kids get home from school holmes relax
[03:08.57]And since im convince that im an in-somni-ac
[03:11.23]I need these pills to be able to sleep so i take three naps
[03:14.03]Just to be able to function throughout the day
[03:16.12]Lets see thats an ambian each nap how many valium three
[03:19.70]And that averages out to one good hour of sleep
[03:22.29]So now you see the reason how come he
[03:25.32]Has taken four years to just put out an album b
[03:28.17]See me and you we almost had the same outcome heath
[03:31.07]Cause that Christmas you know that whole neumonia thing
[03:33.97]It was bolognia was it the methadonia think
[03:36.77]But hydrocordone ya hide inside ya pornos
[03:39.30]Ya vcr tape cases put ya ambiants see great places
[03:42.55]To hide em aint it, so you can lie to haily
[03:45.32]Im going beddy by whitney baby good night elaina
[03:48.17]Go in the room and shut the bedroom door
[03:50.31]And wake up in an ambulance they say they found me on the bathroom floor
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[03:54.13]Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don't know
[03:57.66]It feels like ive been down this road before
[04:00.39]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me
[04:03.63]As soon as i go home and close the door
[04:06.17]God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do
[04:11.03]But i cant and i won't say i try but i know it's a lie
[04:13.98]cause i don't and why i just don't knowwoooo